A Wish

Babe.
Honey.
I'm here for you.
Need a shoulder to cry on?
I'm here.
Need to go off
Because he really pissed you off
Again?
I'm here to tell you
Just how stupid he is.
And I hate
The way you feel
About yourself,
And I know it sucks,
Because I feel
The same way.
And I wish
You could see
How BEAUTIFUL
Everyone thinks you are.
You're out of their league,
That's why,
It seems you
Can never get a date,
They know
You deserve better
Than they could give you.
And the meds?
And the weight?
Babe, I'm here with you.
I have the same thing
Going on,
And you need to know,
That I'm always here.
Just a phone call away.
You're in my favorites
On my phone
So if you call after midnight,
My phone will still ring
For you,
And I'll wake up,
And I'll talk
About whatever it is
That you need.
I love you,
And I hate to see you upset,
And I just wish
We could both get over our "sick"
And be normal,
And not have to worry
About the damn meds,
Or the fucking weight.
Or even dumb ass boys.
My weekends with you
Are the reason
I wake up in the morning.
We need a vacation,
Together,
All alone,
To just be happy.
I love you so much.
<3

There's a Stye in My Eye! And Other Weird Things Happening To My Body.

Well,
I've been sick.
For a month.
I had a fever of 101.5 one day,
And completely normal temperature the next day.
And when it was high,
I felt fine.
But as it came down,
Well,
I felt worse.
And it really sucked.
So I went to the doctor.
And he said,
"Well,
You have a virus in you.
And you get over it,
And then get exposed to it again."
So I had no medicine.
Lame.
As.
Fuck.
Ugh.
Okay, so I'll just stay sick for awhile.
No big deal.
THE DAY AFTER I GO TO THE DOCTOR
My eye starts hurting.
Like a bitch.
I mean,
It fucking hurt.
So my mom said,
"It's a stye."
Awesome.
Then, my knee starts hurting.
And it hurts to move.
So I take advil.
Sweet.
Two advil before school,
Two after,
And if I work out,
Two after that.
And then yesterday,
The stye is gone from my eyelid.
BUT NOW IT'S ON THE BOTTOM OF MY EYE AND IT HURTS EVEN WORSE.
Grrrrr,
I'm so sickly.
But hey,
Less school time,
More Skyrim time.
I guess I just have to look at the positives.
And realize I'll be 18 in just 19 days.
So exciting.
I'll be out clubbing all night.
Or going to Build-A-Bear.
Yeah.
That sounds nice.
:)